All works here are adaptations from journal writings mostly 2016-present.
Your Hope Immeasurable
Give me grace when I don't deserve it
Give me peace
When all around me chases after something else
Teach me your voice
That every thing may breathe and live again
There are circles
They are the thoughts that lead me here
Leave and let peace be your assignment
You don't ever stop
Your blessings cover even the things
That defy my logic
Lead me to your promised land
I just want to be there when you speak
Every impression runs deep
Churning into likenesses
Breathing in life
You can take me from where I am not sure
As teach me to live dependant
Wholly alive
Soften my heart
Lord, make me present
Build this life so that in every way
I can magnify and present your truth
If you want me to sing and dance
If you want me to speak and lead
Teach me your gifts and guide me
Your gifts are extravagant
Your hope immeasurable
All That is Precious
Making room seeing the dust settle
Amorphous and declining
So much is left in your voice
In all, in your presence
Wander not this heart
Conceal from it not your wisdom
And your victory
Prayers refract, bend in the light to tell me more
Tell me no more of trouble
The last of my eyes grow weary
There is a moment when all that is sure sinks in
You amaze me, tell me more
Hold fast listen while the waking hours contend
Lord make your love make it always happen
People pass through
They need a touch to know its you
All that's declining
The toast they raise for another day
Wake me to the infinite truth
Of all that is precious
Zygote
Nothing is the same
Running static through a maze
An offering rips straight past a blinded eye
More oft the memory leading into one
Shaken the verb tingles
Wear me out until you sow into what's simple
Carve out the chore
A meaning meeting in the right place
Conjure every point of interception
Biased but beautiful
Help me reach that far
Aiming while I am able
Wonderfully Made
What could I give away
To see another day?
Something imagined seeks purpose
And reaches for the surface
Every time you'd ask me another question
But it's time that is the answer
Every bit the dream flashes from memory
All that is cycling back to you now
Another life on the way
As within
The one and only way searches my spirit
To find a call home
Where love finds your truest self
And love is to be known in whom
In whose image you are wonderfully made
Skipping Stone
Whether I run too fast
I am chasing something
Slowly what was, is gone
Speak until the speach becomes intelligible
Everything is ground bitter
If it's the same truth for you
Skipping another stone till it rests on the bottom
Everything rattles downstream
Wait for an answer slowly you are sure
Where you fit in?
If I walked taller
If that is what made the gap closer
There must be freedom in that
Pouring through the watershed
Where no one needs the power on
None of this needs to whisper
Take me to the place where you are real
Prayer
Lead me by your word.
Speak unmistakably
Teach me kindness, serenity and wisdom
You are bold
Make me so
You are quick to forgive
Instill your grace in me
Open my eyes to the lost and hurting
And to those needy for your love
Center my heart
Help me fix my eyes on you
Give me your purpose
Teach me your kindness
Open up my world
Convict me of who I am
Liberate me from my past
Reconcile my heart to yours
Posture Perfect
Somebody tried to hold a word
Living to be sure
Far from a blank page
Detached from an outcome
It's like you are trying to disappear
And it's not working
Scarcity/simplicity moving in tandem
Seeing it all vibrate toward nothingness
Every crown dissolved momentarily
Portion control then it's over
Too much thought playing with shadows
Every taste provides a texture of a new home
Whatever is left to hold onto
To service the thought until it sinks in
And makes this posture perfect
I Found You
I Found You
It will catch up to you
Or you can take it easy
Not sure where to run
If you are following me, keep following
All these plans are waged
Discerning the truth
Agitated, separated
I caught myself presuming to be innocent of choice
Expecting the most default of answers
Rallied in my head
I could just trust that you’d play this all out
For my good
That you’d teach me better
Than this old ego could
All of the second guesses
All my defenses
Blew me away, standing still
Until exhausted
I found you
Which Way to Drive
Which Way to Drive
If the problem is haste
Then I am bashful
Consumed by decisions
Broken by dichotomies
My yes becomes a no
Down the third generation
To the right below
But what is simple
Breaks in shards in my consciousness
Overtones and the obvious
Drowned in everything
But a complacent heart
There’s so much at stake
Bearing down at a foundation
Barely feet off the ground
If I could choose and let it go
Maybe all the to and fro
Would find its center
And we wouldn’t be caught
In a winter waging
Lost causes against future tripping
But we hit the ground running
Building like snowflakes
Until at last
We were in over our heads
So lately,
Is there any better cause than love?
Is there any better life than just us?
Breath outside
And it will disappear
Slower, slower, and slowly
The thoughts collide
When the rules were simple
And we knew which way to drive
More Than I Know
More Than I Know
Some thoughts bind me
Before they are forgotten
I wince,
I take a page away
From the titles consumed
Feathered almanacs braced to be still
Plan another trip from somewhere
While I wish I am just stealing the most of my pride
If this is what it is?
And nothing more?
Why does the wind achieve its course to remind us where to go?
Into life, a promise
In every charge of peace
So guard my heart
When everything is calm
The still manages to achieve more than I know
When The Light Fell On Good Ground
When the Light Fell on Good Ground
Once always for a sometime
Reducing the plowshare
Today you divide the acres
The message
In sight of another row of contemplation
If you receive that, why are you correcting yourself?
Into islands of currency removed
Tell me you are as serious
The vantage pours over it
It’s the same when you ask me to be quiet
All layers transform into that presence of quietness
Of seeking you are found
Into promise, into fields working out the effort
And the pleasure of seeing light
When the warmth pours me,
Out of my soul
Echo
Echo
Smile with your eyes
Talk with your hands
This is what I know you by
All of me
Mirrored at a distance
I listen
How rare it is to find the right measure
When everything you ask for
Speaks and feels right
Maybe you are healed
Every time you are certain
In the bounds, a prayer
An echo--
Agreement
Each Other
Each Other
Into existence, into light
Everything else dissolves
There are times, and then there is naught
Bear away in the season
Suffer me not
Everything in spirit
Everything absolves my haste
All in all I add up the words
My thoughts were you in them?
If all I could do was hurry
And worry just left itself to become something else’s jury
I am not running away from sense
On a bridge, where time whistles
The thought we knew as ours
Share the Word
Let in Peace
Why’s must go
I imagine so
We must believe in each other
Embers and Tides
Embers and Tides
From where we are,
What is easier:
To burn the ships,
Or to weave the sails?
To lay the cornerstone
Where the grass will surely get greener,
Or to leave behind
What we exhausted our hopes to find?
I look in your eyes
And see the same dilemma
It hasn’t been solved in mine either
There are choices
That scrimmage into exhaustion
There are riddles that choose different fortunes
As much as I know:
Intention will save the day
Purpose will guide the way
What lies unseen serves to ask bigger questions
To lay our pride down unto all we have to offer
Silence and time
Embers and tides
They will give us our answers
To Still Call it Home
To Still Call it Home
Is there enough grace
Grace for me, for you,
In every context, complement and struggle?
I am not trying to pry you
Or take you away from something
To serve only me, to do myself justice
When you ask the right question,
Be prepared for the honest answer
But more than a part you wants to be here
However that may look like
But when it feels like it hurts
And it only gets worse,
Is it worth all that,
To still call it home?
Raw Currency
Raw Currency
I don’t know what currency is fraudulent
If it is spent borrowing
More than it paid for
All loose calculations
Buried beneath honest advice
What could as failed as proven
Before it could seize true worth
Animate me from silence
And the offer of a new question
Festering through a landscape
What have you purchased me for?
Save what you can and live within me
Surely own what is my liberty
Strung out to delight
Amorphous and elated
By your presence
Perfect
Perfect
I don’t buy you anymore
I don’t invest in your promises anymore
It never worked
It never fit
All this running toward an endless search
What has it left me,
Where has it left you?
Enough is enough
And when you really look at what is out there
It is more than enough
It’s a blessing poured out
The moment you realized
How far it is the striving
But how close is the peace
Leaving a perfect world can be
Finally, effortless ease
Be gone
A Perfect Plan
A Perfect Plan
Wander into a space
A place of forgiveness
What is there to own?
You’ll never have to pass it by
Too hurried to even notice
When at all cost
Seize the thought and the reminder
Awe, that it could be yours again
Simply put
I know what it is to keep running
I know what seemingly is not home
All there is to own
Is my voice calling you
Protecting you
Showing you there’s a deeper meaning
There is a quiet friend
The readied, assured
Has a perfect plan
Eternity
Eternity
Is there an ending
Extending forth
Before we had a beginning?
There in the space that transmits time
It waits withholding a forecast
In between that’s all that ever was
Screaming at the attention of another dream
Make me, tease me to be sure
What has to be,
Is it really all we ever have?
Then completely
Effortlessly
In love with
Eternity
Schermerhorn
Transport me through time
Into the instant where everything merges
I lead with my mind
But the spirit proceeds me
All that is falling:
The dust floating, dropping notes
Marked on pages
You teach me to hear this right
Softly only now the chandeliers bend the needed light
You forge a purpose bound by your presence—Your might
Tell me this is all that there will ever be:
Aisles flood from rows
Making this sanctuary alive from a dream
All my thoughts consumed upon the sound
Poured out primed for this audience this night
And what I am is here to teach
To feel you completely around me through me
This labor is nothing less than my offering
In time, what is patience?
I found it in the hour of my greatest need
Every passion provoked
To know the determination that breaks through in waves
Is my heart any less than what you, and everything else is made of?
In this place, I rest in my seat
My wife no less impressed
We wait for the conductor
Anxious perhaps?
No blessed
This is my gift
With the opening notes sent rippling through the space
There is something that begins to strike all of us
Today, You are more real to us
Awaken the pleasure that fills every octave
Your presence is poised released
This is the sound that makes us know:
We are more than souls just passing by
We are with you tonight, always for the ride
Consume within me the rest that fills this vision
Mark within me the life that knows—
So certain you have made us for this
We welcome and cherish the life you breathe through each instrument
The precision of a storm
Quickening to believe
You are in all of us
This Poem is actually the fourth segment of my epic poem "One More Day" which was written mostly in 2009. The poem is set to be published when my 3rd Poetry book is completed.